Quarter Life Crisis

Finally Day is Over.....had few small parties with cake "cutting" and little bit of "pasting" too.....Yes it was my birthday today and i am almost quarter century old now.....whole day ....or say whole week i have passed like a hell...damn confused what to do and what not to do...... finally one friend came to rescue and shared a “gyan” of "Quarter life crisis" and shared experience….. it seems true.....i have been told that i need to spend some time with other activity.........and I have opened blogger application in my cell phone for preparing draft for the my new post.(it's an other activity for me you know).

So what exactly Quarter life Crisis is ….

• · It can be felt when you start feeling insecure and wonders where you will be in a year or two, but then gets scared because you barely know where you are now.
• ·   It can be felt   when your most of the relations are continuously follow complete cycle of relationship again and again.
• Unknown -> seems to be Known -> Known -> Very much known -> known -> seems to be Known ->Unknown / Re-known 
• ·   It can be felt   when you start doubting that friends whom do you thought you were so close are really a closest ones and you do not realize that with this continuous toggling of mind you are confusing them too. 
• ·   It can be felt t  exactly when you start missing the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all. 
• ·   It can be felt   when you want to be independent but suddenly the idea of stable life and logic of “54321” strikes to your mind. 
• ·   It can be felt   when you are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life; you feel alone and scared and confused. 
• ·   It can be felt   exactly when you desperately want someone to listen to you. It doesn't matter either the issue is selection of gift or frustration of office you just wanted to be listened.
• ·   It can be felt   when you have your broken heart in hand and continue thinking that how you have loved someone and what damage that love has done to your life. 
• ·  It can be felt   when you have tried hard enough to convincing yourself that you didn't want to be tied down to any person; Now suddenly you have moments of self-doubt when you wonder if you waited too long and let someone special get away. 
• ·   It can be felt   when you love someone but maybe love someone else too, and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person! Random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic and you always messed up with everything. 
• ·   It can be felt   typically when you feel that you always get what you wants but never be able to preserve it. And always miss your ex or y.... :p
• ·   It can be felt   exactly when you go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. 
• ·   It can be felt   when you worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just likes to be a contender. 
• ·   It can be felt  typically when we are in our best of times and at the same time in our worst of times too, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out, But never succeeded. 

And finally  you feel it  when ....you spend 3 hours of your birthday alone at coffee shop writing down a blog post.

List is too long and i can write this whole night but completing post by thanking the friend for sharing experience , thanking the 3 full mug of coffee to keep me awake.... and last but not least "CCD" ..." a lot can happen over a  coffee....." for not disturbing me... :)