Monday, January 4, 2016

Te Amo !

Writing something on "Love" is so down market right now everyone is writing mediocre things about it and selling it. Same thing is going on screen in Bollywood and is being adopted by Tellywood.

Still I am writing something on the same topic.....not for me....not for any competition....not for any novel....not for any movie...this time I am writing for someone special who has recently entered in my life.

Title of the post is from one of my favorite song.....which I have listen 4-5 times in loop before writing this up....Lyrics goes like....
Kisi ke sau joot sun le.....
Kisi ka such bhi ghunah..
Kisi ki bas yadon mein....
Kar halchal sara jahan...
Te amo meeti amo............
She has entered in my life like a fish entering in pond from bowl of glass. She was overjoyed with freedom she got then ....got little disappointed  because I wasn't able to give so much time to her because of all silly stuff I am doing in my life right now. Sometimes ....or let me admit for most of the time I forgot to give that little time to her while being busy with other works....she used complain about it then started understanding it. (May be killing her desire and emotions).

Remember that old movie .....not so old ... "Rab ne bana di jodi...." .... starring King Khan and Anushka. There was one dialogue in movie...where male lead character is saying to his counter part.... "Pyar kya hota hey....muje pata nahi kabhi aisa sochne ka time aaya hi nahi... mere liye to mere sab doston ke samne meri Ijjat rakh di....wohi pyar hey..." .

I think same applies to me.... I have never been like that.....never thought about having someone as part of my life.....also don't believe in saying .....but the way she thinks and take care of my family is the love....and I really respect it.

I have been friends with girls and can communicate without fear ....so it's not like that I feel alien and look like Champu.... but then few things never comes naturally to me and I admit it. I don't have any fear saying that I can't be like any road side guy hovering around girl or any teenager talking on phone for hours.

What I feel is that love is not all about so many words and showing off to world. It's about having that feeling of togetherness..... wanted to attach few dialogues from one of my favorite movie....
"Koi to hona chahiye....jise sirf hum dikhe ....or unhe sirf hum"
 Looks good in movie....not in real life..... So many things to look after in real life....but still one song....or one line makes too much sense....
"Kabhi Kabhi Toh Lage Har Din Mushkil Aur Har Pal Ek Saza.....Aise Me Koi Kaise Muskuraaye, Kaise Has De Khush Hoke........Aur Kaise Koi Sochle Everything's Gonna Be Okay.....................Soch Zara Jaane Ja Tujhko Hum Kitna Chahte Hain.....................Rote Hum Bhi Agar Tere Aankhon Me Aansun Aate Hain..........Gaana Toh Aata Nahi Hai Magar Fir Bhi Gaate Hain....................Hey Aditi Maan Kabhi Kabhi Saare Jahan Me Andhera Hota HaiLekin Raat Ke Baad Hi Toh Savera Hota Hai..............................."
Yeah...that's true....sometimes we feel like something is not going right way....but then before every dawn there has to be dark night...

Ending with one more song of that movie.....she must be feeling like this.... :p

Kahin To.. Kahin To Hogi Wo,
Duniya Jahan Tu Mere Saath Hai..
Jahan Mein, Jahan Tu,
Aur Jahan, Bass Tere Mere Jazbaat Hai,
Hogi Jahan Subah Teri,
Palko Ki, Kirano Mein,
Lori Jahan Chand Ki,
Sune Teri Baahoin Mein..
Jaane Naa Kahan Wo Duniya Hai,
Jaane Naa Wo Hai Bhi Ya Nahi,
Don't worry...... there exists that world....waiting for you.....to accommodate you inside....

Wanted to write something more and give this rough draft a finishing touch.....but got some work....so...I feel like... ( Adding lyrics from one more favroite song.... :p  )
Baatein reh gayi adhoori...
Mere labon pe zaroori.....
Yeah....bahot jaroori bat reh gayi...... I have started this post to wish you a happy birthday.....which is missed...that's how silly writer do.....